Chapter With Bhagwan Is closed?

For Ten years was allowed ‘His’ immediate proximity!

Minimum a thousand hours spent in His presence;

But not even once ‘His presence’ ever reflected in any dreams!

Other than ‘that’ every type of memory gets printed

     -in the mental screen of subconscious (dreams)

      (but) not a single dream relating to Avatar!

Life is an experience; even dream (sleep) state is experience;

      But in His presence, there is no experience but only ‘His awareness-Grace’.

As long we are in ‘His proximity’, mind is stunned (stunted); Only divinity prevails.

Like in deep meditation, there is no memory or time sense!

We sit for hours but time simply passes without any ‘experience’….

    Time spent in meditation is blanked out from memory (time-calendar)!

    Divine ‘presence’ is the highest state of meditation.

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Master Builder

Master builder built countless mansions

not two are alike

their basics

may be one!

Since aeons His construction is on

ingredients still the same.

Designs, values change

in-keeper remains the same!.

Cosmos may change,

indweller, still the same.

Oceans may dry

but soul within sustains forever!

Man-made structures

require material and maintenance cost.

His mansions need no ware-withal

(and) living-force is free!

Man charges for every service

His are permanent and free.

How ungrateful we are--

we take His boons  in stride!

After ages, our living currant subsides.

He come with radiating powers

re-enliven the cells subdued

Master builder desert us not

keep us company!.

Through ages, He Incarnate in form

and nourish His forms.

Like mother, He sweep in, His off-springs!

Tender love, protective care

Sai lives in our hearts

Wondering in the lands, I knew not,

Grazing in the pastures, my eyes saw not

I left my address in Eternity

and roamed the prairies!

One dawn broke my reverie,

I came crashing down

Lands, pastures I did traverse

but in worlds super-imposed

while all the while, I was

where I was a wishful world!

Worldly pleasures I enjoy

for soul I aspire high.

Riches I like, values I discard

but I am high!

Sincerely I pursue my path;

Worldly pursuits and other path-

go hand in hand

but saints disagree!.

One day, an Orange Robe

tilts the other way,

I saw space in my mind and soared high,

Mental vagaries absent,

I enjoyed the flight.

One ray opened vistas manifold;

now I know

the advent of Sai has a nobler purpose

than I thought!

I exist in my mind,                 

Sai lives in our hearts

“My life is My message.”

Sai Ram on lips

Mind, we could transcend!

Loving hearts expanded-

(but) we drag down again soaring high!

Freedom, joy and bliss

are mere words for a jnani.

A few of everything and one less

we are the mean specimen of ourselves!

I wonder, what Sai is doing here

in this world of looters!

(bu)t being a merciful Lord

He is One among us

to teach us one message--

“My life is My message.”

                   

                             

A Perfect Specimen

There are five elements-

five categories of life.

Each element in every age

produces a perfect specimen.

Divinity inherent in them

strive perfection through their projections.

God is perfect and immanent in all

He Will perfection in all His creations.

His different aspects in different ‘lives’

are models we pray-fully follow.

The purpose of all categories of life-

attain perfection in physical form.

Healthy body, moving in subtle

living in bliss

is the epitome of physical perfection.

This specimen ‘Model’ is a reality

for all to examine and experience.

He is all in one, and one more

He is forgiving God.

What we lack, He has

but what we have, we keep back!