Beam and shine!

Gradually we have allowed ourselves

to die,

new personalities have grown

in their places

assuming new roles, new names,

we feel normal.!

How tragic having lost our all

we built our castles on sand

wherever we go, we move in mirage!

One day, a loving hem engulfed us

baseless were our structures

like cake they smashed.

In that melee was the glow of

a thousand suns

wherever their shine spread

old citadels shook

human Endeavor re-charged!

Pygmies shake hands with giants

Ajnani matched wits with jnani

Such is the radiance of my Sai

all under His umbrella, beam and shine!

Sai Lives In Our Hearts

Wondering in the lands, I knew not,

Grazing in the pastures, my eyes saw not

I left my address in Eternity

and roamed the prairies!

One dawn broke my reverie,

I came crashing down

Lands, pastures I did traverse

but in worlds super-imposed

while all the while, I was

where I was a wishful world!

Worldly pleasures I enjoy

for soul I aspire high.

Riches I like, values I discard

but I am high!

Sincerely I pursue my path;

Worldly pursuits and other path-

go hand in hand

but saints disagree!.

One day, an Orange Robe

tilts the other way,

I saw space in my mind and soared high,

Mental vagaries absent,

I enjoyed the flight.

One ray opened vistas manifold;

now I know

the advent of Sai has a nobler purpose

than I thought!

I exist in my mind,                 

Sai lives in our hearts

I search far and wide

ignoring the places He reside.

I flounder for naught

He smile in me but I search Him out.

Naively we believe,

there exists super-mind,

When mind observes itself,

it is super-mind.

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“My life is My message.”

Sai Ram on lips

Mind, we could transcend!

Loving hearts expanded-

(but) we drag down again soaring high!

Freedom, joy and bliss

are mere words for a jnani.

A few of everything and one less

we are the mean specimen of ourselves!

I wonder, what Sai is doing here

in this world of looters!

(bu)t being a merciful Lord

He is One among us

to teach us one message--

“My life is My message.”

                   

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Radiance of Sai

Gradually we have allowed ourselves

to die,

new personalities have grown

in their places

assuming new roles, new names,

we feel normal.!

How tragic having lost our all

we built our castles on sand

wherever we go, we move in mirage!

One day, a loving hem engulfed us

baseless were our structures

like cake they smashed.

In that melee was the glow of

a thousand suns

wherever their shine spread

old citadels shook

human endeavor re-charged!

Pygmies shake hands with giants

Ajnani matched wits with Jnani

Such is the radiance of my Sai

all under His umbrella, beam and shine!

Chapter With Bhagwan Is closed?

For Ten years was allowed ‘His’ immediate proximity!

Minimum a thousand hours spent in His presence;

But not even once ‘His presence’ ever reflected in any dreams!

Other than ‘that’ every type of memory gets printed

     -in the mental screen of subconscious (dreams)

      (but) not a single dream relating to Avatar!

Life is an experience; even dream (sleep) state is experience;

      But in His presence, there is no experience but only ‘His awareness-Grace’.

As long we are in ‘His proximity’, mind is stunned (stunted); Only divinity prevails.

Like in deep meditation, there is no memory or time sense!

We sit for hours but time simply passes without any ‘experience’….

    Time spent in meditation is blanked out from memory (time-calendar)!

    Divine ‘presence’ is the highest state of meditation.

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